porridge and OCD

beginning to think i may actually have OCD.

but only with my eating disorder.

all i think about is food, and being thin, and exercise, and food...

to the point where i HAVE to look at thinspiration, HAVE to read through a whole three year ED blog (sad!) and HAVE to look up weight loss to get me to stop thinking so much about it!

obsessions that lead to compulsions.

that stop me from studying, and doing anything else for that matter.

or are eating disorders just another form of OCD... to do with food?

a final observation:

schoolwork is like porridge in the microwave.

if you leave it alone for ten seconds, it overflows all over the place.